Thursday, August 26, 2010

It's Been A While

I haven't written a thing in a long time, well long for me. Frankly it's not that I have nothing to say, I just didn't feel like spilling. Until today that is...

I have been observing various people in my life and trying to make sense of this crazy world in which we live. One of the interesting things I have discovered is no matter what we are faced with there is always a solution. It may not be the one we were hoping for but it's there waiting to be discovered and embraced.

Like cats we land on our feet, we may wince at the impact but like the saying goes that which doesn't kill us makes us stronger. What is past is past and should be left there. If we constantly drum up and fret over what should have been we will miss what will or could be. I have experienced life to the extent of my abilities I have made mistakes, some bigger than others and from those mistakes I have learned valuable lessons. Do I practice what I've learned, no not nearly as much as I should. It's one thing to acknowledge the lesson it's a whole other story to abide by it.

If I had my life to live over again, from the very start would I? No I think not, I think I would like to try something different next time. I think I would like to take with me into the next all the valuable lessons I have learned and try really really hard not to make the same mistakes a second time.

They say Karma isn't instant, well maybe not instant but it can occur in the same lifetime and well sometimes Karma is a bitch. So, I take a deep breath and tell myself, it's better to get through the Karma now so I don't have to take it with me, and because of this maybe my next life will be marginally better than this one. If nothing else, a little easier would be nice.

With much love, light and personal insight,
Tammy.