So up until very recently I was unmotivated to do much of anything. Aside from the day to day activities that one performs without much thought I was well, in a rut.
That's the key, I was, I'm not anymore! I recently started following a 'game changing series' that I find extremely useful. I was searching for some sort of programme that would help me get organized and stumbled upon this series which has renewed my 'game plan'. As I follow the daily posts I am slowly changing my game and embarking on an exciting new adventure.
A good friend of mine owns a new age book store in Coquitlam. We met at her store shortly after she opened as I was drawn to it because of the type of store it is. Everything about it was welcoming and the owner and I hit it off right away. We probably knew each other in a past life. Needless to say, over the last four and a half years as a patron of the store I have met and cemented many friendships all of which I cherish. I had the privilege of taking the spiritual development course as well as my Reiki I and II at the store, and now I am pleased as punch to say...It's my turn to teach others!
Now to back track a bit. When my grandmother passed away suddenly and unexpectedly of a massive heart attack on September 2nd 1990 I was devastated. Understandably so, I was very close to both my grandparents. What also occurred that day was what can only be described as a reevaluation of my beliefs. Yes, I was angry at God for taking her but deeper than that I questioned every aspect of my beliefs. What if my very devout Catholic grandmother was just floating around in the darkness with no where to go? What if there is no heaven? The thought of her dieing and discovering that all she believed was just a bunch of stories made up centuries ago was upsetting to say the least.
Thus began my quest for answers. I started with what I knew and after exhausting my search for the age old question of life after death I discovered Rosemary Altea. Rosemary is a very well know medium and healer from England, who has written several books about messages from spirit. I know it sounds hokey but when you are going through what I was going through any confirmation that maybe I could connect with my grandmother just once more well, you jump at the opportunity.
Rosemary offered a glimpse of what might be. And now almost 20 years later I can confidently say all those who have passed are still so very close and every now and then they let us know they are here. Be it the scent of a familiar perfume or a song on the radio just when your mind wanders to the past with a particular loved one. Or in the case of my grandparents they leave dimes. Yup that's right dimes. In one year I collected 30 dimes that mysteriously appeared. One such dime appeared on my bed moments after I finished making it. I had just finished smoothing the covers and I looked down and there was a dime. It couldn't have been there prior to my making the bed because I very aggressively shook out the covers before smoothing them and anything that was on the bed would have gone flying.
I'm not the only one in my family who finds dimes either, my sister, my mom, my aunt, my cousin, we all find dimes and in the oddest places. Coincidence? Maybe, but I like to think they are little reminders that they are always with us. I love finding dimes. Heads it's Nanny tails it's Grandpa. BTW the dimes didn't start appearing until after my grandfather passed away in 2005. I recall my grandpa telling me about the Bluenose when I was younger and I think he figured it would be how I would recognize who was sending them.
As my journey progressed I took various metaphysical courses, and have read a considerable amount of books on the various methods of connection. The world of mediumship is for the most part misunderstood. Everyone I have ever encountered who practices the different modalities have been what I would call light workers. I have never encountered someone who is evil or a devil worshiper and more often than not the mediums I know have a deep connection and belief in God and Spirit.
As for my own beliefs, yes I believe in God and Jesus, I also believe in the 'group' of enlightened individuals known as the Ascended Masters. I also believe that our loved ones are always present and it takes only the thought of them to bring them to us. I believe it is possible to connect to spirit and that this connection is only possible for those who are working towards the higher good and that any negative influence is blocked to prevent unwanted influence. So in other words there never will be anything other than positive enlightened experiences. Nothing scary or unsafe.
Now back to why I'm so enthusiastic. I have the honour and privilege of being able to teach others all that I have learned over the years. Am I qualified? Well up until very recently I might have said I'm not ready, but after letting go of my fear, I know I am ready, and yes I am qualified. My own personal path is that of healing. I am for lack of a better term a 'medical intuitive' I can 'see' injury on the inside of the body. It's an odd thing and in the beginning I would just feel the other persons pain or discomfort and after working out the kinks I can visualise the issue and give insight as to what the problem likely is. Much to my delight I have had many confirmed incidents once the individual gets to the doctor and has the issue dealt with. This along with my Reiki and energy healing it is my hope to help others balance their energy to enable healing. I cannot cure decease, I am not God and I do not profess to be.
The first four week series of classes will be on meditation for beginners. I have put together a brief manual and will guide the students through the process of clearing, balancing, relaxing, grounding and connecting. I'm looking forward to sharing such a wonderful self healing experience with people who maybe would have never before considered meditation. I have already had people asking me about this and confirming what I had hoped, that there are individuals out there who are looking for a means to helping them relax balance and focus. Yes I am ready for this.
The next course in the series will likely be about Chakras, our energy centres. It is a great follower to meditation because we will touch on the chakras and how to balance and clear them. This however is only the tip of the iceberg and I'm hoping there is as much interest in chakras as there is in meditation.
And so as this journey begins I am so excited and happy to be able to bring this course series to interested open minded people. I look forward to seeing them develop their own skills and use them to better their own existence. I know it's helped me through some pretty low periods and highs as well.
With much, love light and enthusiasm!
Tammy.
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